I'm, Alex

Six long hours in my head, I watched people in cars.
It made me feel like I’m living, I guess it’s never that hard.
Let’s live outside of the city and blame the ones that I loved
for all the shit that I carried when I was never enough.
I found a cut somewhere where we could all lay.
The world was waking up and I’m learning now,
that my heart isn’t breaking down; it’s my world.
So pray with me, pray with me, pray with me, ‘cause I’m spent.
Yeah, I spent them all. Those long confusing hours with my mind turned on.
The world was getting louder. I found myself on edge;
my feet were over water, just a song in my head
that reminded me I’ll never be alone.
I found a cut somewhere where we could all stay.
It’s frank, and it’s fucked but I’m learning now
that my heart isn’t breaking down; It’s my world.
So I’ll take another look at my life
and give everything I own to all the people in my heart.
I am free, I am freezing. I am wrong. I am so obscure it’s terrible,
and I’m loved, but in between the cars they bother me.
I helped make the art that hangs on your walls
and plays in your heart; it stays in your arms.
You’re not a machine, I’m sure of that. You’re every bit like me.
You gave up on your dreams and now you’re stuck with that.
You settled for the pencil days. IM A PAINT BRUSH IN A WAY IM SIMPLE YEAH IM PLAIN IM COLORED ALL THE SAME I HAVE MEANING IF YOU FIND IT IN YOURSELF ILL SELF MYSELF OR NOT LIKE I REALLY GIVE A FUCK IM JUST AN ARTIST ON A SHELF AND IM LEARNING NOW THAT MY HEART ISNT BREAKING DOWN
So I’ll take another look at my life
and give everything I own to all the people in my heart.

I’ll say “Why do I feel so invisible? good things will come my away I’ll try to turn things around and I’ll wait”

“In My Room”

I ought to sink into places I find that I don’t know; remember my old shoes, some spaces were made to be outgrown. And if I fill up that table in my head, I think I’ll find all of the countless ways I could make up for lost time.


Made to be a better thing picking up the parts. It’s a long long ways away, but I used to be a little bit hard to carry on. I had to be out of the way, but I still believe in everything; even in my flaws. They’re a problem I can take, but I tried to be a better thing, but it’s taking me a lot, recovering all my strength.


In my room there’s a storm that will calm when I’m through. Find my ways between lines that I drew. These are my thoughts in a long form and I have the mindset to deconstruct you. Filled with the clouds in my eyes that I knew, I take the worst I can find and consume. This is the dark, but it feels warm and I try my best to see right through you.


I remember none of it. Taking to my thoughts, it’s a solid I’ll escape. Stable for a little bit only to belong, but belonging gets so fake. I’ll slip into another place laying on the lawn, though this time feeling gray. I tried to live a better way. Tell me where I’m from, settled in my daze.

Sirens:
Well I lost the title, I’m gonna float away
Sad to think I’ll always understand
Why you make friends with enemies
You swore you’ll win the lottery
I really hope it pays
Everything you wanted with your mother
By that place you always said you would

Through the rain
In the morning I see may
The seasons starting over
I don’t mind waking up alone
As long as you’re okay
As you’re okay

I really lost a lot of things
I can barely speak and I’m hardly sober
Taking memories and wiping that slate clean
I was trying to get it out and somehow,
Right now I’m still standing here

Through the rain
In the morning I see may
The seasons starting over
I don’t mind waking up alone
As long as you still feed that dream
Of moving out to angel city
No, no one’s stopping you
Nothing’s holding you back honestly
‘Cause I still care

Are you lying on your back, are you lying?
Are you settling again
Well, I’m not silent
It’s not about the way we cut clean
We both said a lot
And even though we both may not speak
You’re the song I wrote that I’ll always love
And I will always know
And I will never take our time for granted, honestly so
And even when we’re grown, take everything we own
And try to put all the pictures back inside your memory so
I lost you

Through the rain
In the morning I see may
The seasons starting over
I don’t mind waking up alone
As long as you still feed that dream
Of moving out to angel city
No, no one’s stopping you
Nothing’s holding you back honestly
Oh, ‘Cause I still care
Not while I still care

“Would you believe in my songs if i gave them all to you.”

I still harbor all my anger.

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